It’s been awhile.. so here’s another blog for you!

2019 is here and we are 4 days in, I honestly feel so much positivity for this year. The main reason for writing this blog is for you to feel the same, for me to be able to direct your mindset to a positive one if you’re not in a good place right now.

I say I feel so positive for this year, but that doesn’t mean I don’t feel all the rest. I am at a point in my life, where I am literally scared and nervous for life. As I’m getting older, I’m starting to feel more and more emotional because I worry about my future with my illness. I’ve grown up being the princess of the house, showered with so much love in the family and as the years pass by I know I won’t always be here being the princess of the house I’ll one day have to leave this home to another home, marriage, in-laws, career, day to day life where everything falls on me and me only. I won’t always have my loved ones there to comfort and shower me with love where I can just be like oh it’s okay.

There’s so much pressure on me, yet I sense so much positivity too. I feel blessed, I truly believe everything happens for a reason and those reasons are always above our understanding but slowly time unfolds and things start to make sense. When you are grateful for the good in your life, you are always content, regardless of the worries, stress or pain you always believe something good is going to happen for you. Where thinking ahead or recovering from things is part of life, being thankful and being in a positive mindset is way of life.

When you give thanks to the universe, the universe replies by doubling the things to be thankful for. Sometimes we are at such a low point in life where to think what we’re thankful for is impossible, and that’s where I don’t ever want you to be in 2019. We are surrounded by so much, so much to be thankful for be it the roof over our heads, the clean water we have access to without any restrictions or limit, a list that is never ending. But thing is we don’t decide to be at such a low point in life, that is something the people around us and situations push us into. Get rid of such people. Come out of such situations. Make 2019 about you. Make decisions that are right for you, not anyone else but you. Put your happiness first, being someone so loving and caring myself I have always put people first but I have understood that when you’re happy you attract all that is right for you, you walk on the right path for you. Having the right people in your life means they feel happiness seeing you happy. Giving up what makes you happy to make someone else happy will never have you walking on a path that connects with your soul which will have you feeling lonely sooner or later.

This year is about you, don’t wait for someone to be good to you be good to yourself.